Friday 28 May 2021

ResetReset [the series] (tentative title)


YounYoung Charles Hamilton found himself in an intergalactic love affair with Daft Punk. Moments before transmitting it to the galaxy, Thing2 was intercepted by Harlemperer Cam'ron. This, after Thing1 vehemently rejected him (on the surface). A boy of his word,  YounYoung Charles continued the transmission feed, heartbroken and with little care about the enjoyment of others. This thrusted him into VillainMode.

Whether by paranormal means of bitterness on behalf of YounYoung Charles or "creative differences", dApU broke up. 


...and resurfaced (rather smoothly) as Chloe x Halle.

Still heartbroken and more ruthless than ever before, YounYoung Charles found himself at a crossroads. 

Doth one trusteth a duo of whom were consumed by the enthrallment of streetlife? They can and will break his heart again. Not only such, the pair bear beauty so justified by leather jumpsuits and helmets. If he doesn't destroy himself, his desire of them will. Be it carnal or romantic.


Pretty girls render YounYoung Charles... impotent.


Where do you go, past love?


Somewhere far, far away.



Sooncome fa di album ting.


Love always,

-Jr.




-so mote it be

The Innocent Devil series

 The following is a presentation from The Talented Mr. Hamilton.


So...


After I broke up with VSDiamond, I really had to check myself. And see if what I had been going through personally was really affecting me intimately. Through soulsearching, I found my old friend, Curtis Mayfield. But I forgot that if I sample him (which includes traveling to the song PHYSICALLY), I am his forever. So I dove in to his album "Something To Believe In" while visiting my friend-in-magic/off-and-on fling Origin. And I went in. 

I may still be at O's house, which means I'm still with Curtis Mayfield... in 1980.

But the vibe is so strong in either place, that I might wanna stay. Still, I'm not physically attracted to Curtis and Origin swears I don't love her.


Two broken hearts, plus VSDiamond.



A few years pass, and I am more creative, self-heartbroken and neurotic as ever. After a steamy affair with Isa Valera, I hadn't had sex with anyone other than my female self (Vanity Cross-Williams). I decided to take a vow of abstinence (...), and that the next female I sleep with, I'm gonna "fuck her like she's an enemy... or like I'm an Enemy".

Alas, the very reason why VSDiamond is/was through with me came back to haunt me... in the form of A$AP Rocky.


And all he says is, "Charles is a BITCH!"


Out of rage and self-defense, I did this...

Will I be happy alone?

Can I ever truly love again?

Does same-sex sexual relations remove your natural feelings for the opposite sex?

Is this all someone's sick joke?

Can I be forgiven?


Am I that bad of a guy?


If you should so desire me, how can I leave you satisfied?


Villain.

Online, somewhere.


Enemy

6/6/2021, exclusively on https://twitter.com/charleshamilton


Bitch.

2/14/2022

...or when I FEEEEL like it!

Love always,

-Jr.




The following was a presentation from The Talented Mr. Hamilton.





-so mote it be

Wednesday 19 May 2021

Lau Z paperh_d

The promise broken.
The shell emptied.
The standard removed.


Nothing is real.


Temptresses rule with an iron fist.
Lords worry.
Death no longer a solace.


Belittled until proven greater.
Then belittled further.
There is no requiem for a dream.
Just sleep meds and bed bugs.


The further youI go into this groove, the deader the waltz.


I myConceit is a charm.

My charm is seen as conceit.

What?
What do you want?
You expect me to snap at you.

You expect me to adore you.

With that being what I want to do, you make me not want to.


So be where you are.

My love is a grand as love itself.
If that is not what you want, let me know.
Don't hurt me to repel me.

That would be starting a problem.


This isn't about romance.

This isn't about a career.


This is me finding an outlet to stick my tongue inside of, due to pain unrecognizable.

I feel hurt in places even my big mouth cannot speak of.

From things even my big mouth cannot speak of.


Yes.
The Pink Lavalamp comes in handy, right about now.

But then what?

Make another?


You want me to make you dance?



I know what I want.

As aVillain. ...The Villain... #TheeVillain... I know what I want.


and I will get it.




and you all will suffer. 





I can assure, reassure, insure, ensure, .........all will suffer.






All will suffer.



1.

One.

Won.

One.

1.





Thank you.


5/25/2021: The Endocrine System (all streaming services)
6/6/2021: Enemy (twitter.com/charleshamilton)



inthemeantime...



-so mote it be